I fell happy....
I tried to kill myself last night....
but as I was laying on the floor with the pills in my hand....
I realized something....
EVERYTHING WILL GET BETTER
those words have been running through my head all day today...
I was sad at first because EVERYONE had turned against me...
He spread so many rumors about me.....
but honestly....
I feel bad for him.....
I feel bad for him because... He is just scared....
Hes a coward....
And im STRONG....
Sure... i lost all my friends....
But itll get better....
sure...im scared....i cry myself to sleep every night....
But... Im beautiful...
You may not see it... and i may not see it...
but deep down... i am...
And so are you....
Everyone is.... people are just to cowardly and scared to realize that and stop judging you and me....
I

you all.... Everyone...
I may seem like a bitch sometimes... but its not really how i feel....
I LOVE ALL OF YOU....
I have no friends now...and i may not have any until the end of high school...
but i don't care....
I LOVE ME....
and that's all that really matters....
Sure my life is tough... and mabey yours is too..
but think about this....
some people have it ALOT worse than us...
Its rough now.... but itll get better.....
just remember...
I

you...
and so does every one else in this cowardly world..
but don't kill yourself just because its bad now....
I

you people....and if ANY one of you need help getting through something... come to me.... ill always be there for you....